Showing posts with label Prayer. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Prayer. Show all posts

Wednesday, June 24, 2015

Summer Solstice

While I'm on a roll, I decided to post something a bit lighter. This past Sunday night, my husband and I attended a Summer Solstice celebration held by our local Audubon group.
Please note, that is NOT a live tree in the picture, it is a pruned branch stuck in the top of the woodpile. If they were burning a live tree, I would be protesting, not joining them.
The evening started indoors with music, song, poetry and readings, mostly related to summer, nature and hope.
Then we went outside where they lit the fire. Two baskets were passed around with Juniper sprigs. One would take the sprig, say a prayer and toss it into the flames. Immediately the flames tossed it straight up as it disintegrated into bright embers, rising well above the 20-foot flames. One could literally watch prayers ascend Heavenward.
I prayed for Peace in this world, healing for friends (and myself), Love to overcome and end hate, violence to end, compassion and mercy to be as common as stars overhead on a clear night. One-by-one, I watched the prayers rise to God, and I felt with certainty that God was there... LISTENING.
There was also a bowl of rosemary. One scooped out a small handful, thought about what they would like to remember from the past, and what memories one would like to create in the future. These too, where tossed into the flames, as if to give Light to those memories.
In the recent year of pain, I did want to remember the good days. Lately, I've learned to treasure them all the more.
I also prayed that I remember God, always - every situation, every moment. God always remembers us. It is something for which I strive.
Then participants linked hands in a long chain and wove our way around the fire and each other as drummers kept the beat. Vaguely reminiscent of the old Celtic traditions, this was a celebration of life, of summer, of community, of humanity, and of our relation with each other and the Divine - regardless of how each individual perceives the Divine to be. Everyone was welcome.
I especially remember a woman who had two autistic children. She confessed she usually avoided public events, as her sons might disrupt. But here, both parents and children felt welcome. One of the children even read his favorite poem; the group listened patiently with gentle smiles on every face -- not pity, but rapt attention and empathy of what the words meant to the reader.
When flames burned low, people went back inside to an assortment of refreshments and friendly chat.
Some, like myself, wandered back outside to sit quietly and watch the glowing embers. The flames were white with tips of orange at that point. One could see the ethereal fire dancing inside the large glowing coals.
As I sat silently, I would swear God sat down right beside me on the bench. I felt such a wave of Peace and Contentment wash over me. Tears slid down my cheeks.
When we are open to that relationship, when we are still and silent, God can touch our soul: A gentle reminder that no matter the past, no matter the future... We do not walk this world alone.
~ ESA

Monday, May 6, 2013

Elementary, Mr. Watson

Today my husband and I attended our first Men on the Tor event. It's a group that enjoys the Sherlock Holmes stories written by Sir Arthur Conan Doyle, one of my husband's favorite authors.
Today's event was at a State Park called "Devil's Hopyard" but the devil seemed to be quite far. The sky was so clear that near the end of the event the coordinator pointed to the only wispy cloud that marred the blue dome overhead - the only cloud seen the whole time.
While we sat with the group at the picnic, I was prompted to look around and really take it all in. Sherlock Holmes was known for his keen observation, after all.
There were many people in the park: hiking, biking, playing catch, eating, running, playing, laughing... even romancing.
There was life all around, from giggling toddlers to smiling seniors. I even saw a middle-aged woman drawing with chalk on the pavement.
When Christ lived here, He was aware of all around Him; children brought Him delight.
I had a smile moment too, when one barged into the toilet with a broken lock. Without embarrassment, she simply closed the door and called to her mom that there was some lady in there. The sweetness of innocence. :D
On Monday I need to be in the office at 6:30 am to move all the furniture back and rewire the office after the painters came through this weekend. Then I have a long work day after that. 
All too quickly, this world with its responsibilities, schedules, requirements and demands intrudes into our Peace.
How do we deal with it all?
Elementary, my dear. Take the time to refresh ourselves. Even if we cannot visit distant parks between meetings, we can still take a five-minute break in prayer ~ anywhere.
God can deliver some of that refreshment to the place where we are ~ anytime.
And God doesn't expect tips.
~ ESA

Saturday, December 15, 2012

Little Flame (Poem)

I have a little flame
At the center of my heart
I know how it got there
God was the very start
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One little flame
In a vast dark place
One little smile
That won't be displaced
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Light a flame beside me
Hence there are two
It's now a little brighter
We know what to do
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It could be a smile
Or a helping hand
All the different ways
As countless as sand
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Pass on a kindness
Or uplifting word
Light another flame
Against this dark world
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Like little ripples
On the surface of a pond
Little flames alight
When the heart is fond
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 Ever-widening circles
Spread the Light and Love
As our little flames
Reflect the One Above
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Further and further
Light this shining ball!
One little flame
Can encompass us all
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When the darkness comes
To blow our flames out
There is one thing that
It hasn't figured out
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 Within each heart
A little flame is found
And with a some effort 
We can send it back around!
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 ~ ESA

Monday, October 29, 2012

Peace in the Storm

Winds and rains may howl outside. We cling to the news reports, listening as grim stories of the storm roll in.
The lights flicker, and then die all together. Just to make sure, we check the lights in the other room. Once it is confirmed we have lost electrical power, we gather the radio, flashlights, candles and what we need to wait for the repairs to be done.
It could be a few minutes, or several days.
Some switch to mobile devices to continue viewing the news stories, others turn to the battery-powered radio. Several use generators and can continue watching TV.
A few, like myself, will issue a sigh of relief, and take a few moments to listen to the silence.
 
Once  the internet and TV die, it is an ideal time to unplug. While the storm rages outside and candlelights blossom in the neighborhood, it is a good time to check on elderly neighbors or those with young (possibly frightened) small children.
It's an ideal time to curl up with those books you have promised to read but never found the time.
It is also a perfect time to just be still, reconnecting to God with mediation and prayer.
The world inside be- comes still as winds and rains howl outside.
When all is still inside, there is God's Peace.
Non-stop streams of information and interconnection may keep our hearts beating fast. But instead of complaining when our connections are cut, perhaps we can take advantage of it, finding sweet blessings even in the midst of a storm.  :D
~ESA

Hurricane (Story)

As Sandy is in the process of wrecking havoc and mass evacuations along the Eastern US seaboard, this story came to mind. Originally published here. I thought to share this with my readers today. Enjoy. :)
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- One day there was a bad storm causing tremendous flooding.
The whole area had been ordered to evacuate, but one man stood his ground and said, "No, I have Faith that God will save me." 
All his neighbors left.
A jeep pulled up to his house and the driver called out, "Hey, buddy, it's time to leave." The National Guards pounded on his door, trying to convince him to leave.
He adamantly refused to leave, claiming, "No, I have Faith that God will save me."
The storm got worse, the water rose, lashing at the first floor windows.
A boat came by and the woman called out above the wind and rain, "HEY! You inside, you should have left earlier, but I can still get you to safety. It's time to go."
The man stayed inside, stubbornly refusing the assistance. "No," he shouted back through a window, "I have Faith that God will save me."
The woman and boat moved on, searching for other survivors.
The waters continued to rise, eventually forcing the man up onto his roof where he clung to a chimney and prayed, "I still have faith in You, God. I know that You will save me." 
A helicopter came. The people within lowered a rope asking him to climb up.
He refused.
One of the rescuers lowered himself on another rope and tried to tie the rope around him.
He adamantly wrapped his arms around the chimney, hindering the efforts. "No," he cried between clenched teeth, "I have Faith that God will save me."
With the storm's winds and rapidly rising water churning around his legs, the rescuer, at last, had to abandon the man to his fate and leave with the helicopter. 
Soon after, the storm and the waters claimed the man on the roof -- drowning him. The man found himself before the pearly gates of Heaven and stood puzzled before God.
"Why?" he asked. "Why? I had Faith that You would save me. Why did I drown when I had such Faith in You?"
God looked down at the man and shook His head sadly. "I sent you a jeep, a boat and a helicopter. What more did you want?"
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There are times when we expect God will send help in ways WE want. We seem to tell God how to save us, how to help us, how to behave.
When we do that, often we fail to see God working through others.
~ESA

Wednesday, October 24, 2012

Card Crusade

I am starting a crusade and inviting everyone to join in!
There is a blog I enjoy reading, filled with unspeakable terrors, unendurable pain, weakening of limbs, body and mind. It contains day after day of horrors, unfeeling hearts, mental confusion and never-ending frustration. There is even occasions when the devil makes a direct attempt to add to the misery, described here and here. This is no Halloween thriller; this is someone's life.
Why do I read such a blog, let alone "enjoy" it? The blog (Terry1954) is written by a woman, Terry, as she takes care of her brother, Al, who is in the final stages of Parkinson's Disease. There are not-so-good days, and days that end in tears and frustration. There has even been days when the pain is so bad, Al begs God to let him die.
Through it all there is never-ending love, commitment, family connection, friendship, and Trust in God. THAT is the reason it has become one of my favorite blogs to read. Terry is a bright light in this world.
Recently, Terry has found that cards addressed to Al lifts his spirit. While there are days he can not open the mail, nor be able to read them, his smile lights up the room when he knows that people care enough to send something. And Al's smile causes Terry to smile too, lifting her spirit as well.
These two weary souls have endured a long and painful journey together. And I am a strong believer that God works through people, including me and you. Will you join me in this crusade? There are three (3) ways you can help.
First, send a card or a note, even a child's colorful scribble will be most welcome. If you want something more personalized, Al's favorites include vintage cars, Coca-Cola, football and basketball. But any uplifting or inspirational item will do.
 As she is hesitant to put her address online, you can contact Terry (tellmenolies2004@yahoo.com) or me (JesusSister2011@hotmail.com) for the mailing address. If you email Terry, please use "Card for Al" as the subject line, so it will not be inadvertently deleted as spam.
Second, I ask anyone who is brave enough, please re-tweet, re-blog, re-post on FaceBook, pin on Pintrest, or any other means you have to get the word out. The more we can share this request, the more cards will arrive. Let's see how far we can get this to go!
Third, but certainly not least, please keep them in your prayers. They could use all the help they can get in these coming months. Their faith is strong, but the obstacles are many. There is strength in prayer.
Let's get this card crusade underway!
Uplift a soul or two
With a kindness you can do
~ESA

Tuesday, October 2, 2012

A Simple Prayer

This was taken from an item I spied at a fair recently...
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Dear God,
I have had a good day today. I did not sin. I did not lie. I did not cheat. I was not jealous. I did not b*tch or talk down to someone.
I did not cut anyone off while driving. I did not go off my diet. I didn't even have a bite of chocolate, which you know I love so much!
However, God, I'm about to get out of this bed today, and I'll need a LOT of help from You.
Thank you. 
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~ ESA

Image: from the internet, source unknown.

Wednesday, September 26, 2012

Scheduling

Last month, I took a course in managing multiple deadlines, where I learned to use a computer's calendar and task features to plan events and lock in some personal time, so the demands of work and life in general don't take over my life and leave me a raving, sleep-deprived lunatic.
It went well, until I realized that something was missing from the calendar and to-do list. What was it?
  • Time to eat: check.
  • Time to get the work done by the deadlines: check.
  • Time for the meetings: check.
  • Time for exercise: check.
  • Time for after-work activities: check.
  • Time with my husband: check.
  • Time off from work: check.
  • Time for family events: check.
  • Time to write...? I'll squeeze that in somehow.
I had gone through all the items listed in the class booklet. What was missing?
Time with God and time to pray.
As 3:00 pm is the accepted time of death for Christ on the cross, it seemed the ideal time to peel myself away from a busy work afternoon, or even to pause on weekends and vacation days. I choose that as my prayer time, in addition to morning and nightly prayers.
The white space in the schedule is the buffer for last-minute "drop everything and put out this fire" stuff that is normally part of my work day. But I wanted to commit time for the most important thing in my life: God.
 It's sad how good intentions don't pan out when I move from planning to practice.
At the point of implementation, I discovered that those little blue boxes are sure easy to move when "priority projects" are squeezed in, or when the boss drops something complex on my desk that he "needs done right away."
Often, my plans are moved well past 5 pm, or moved to tomorrow, or next week, or cancelled all together. "Prayer Time" was one of those boxes that life shoved off the schedule.
That little pop-up reminder on the computer was ignored too. Maybe if I had a cat that would walk away with my computer mouse and paperwork at 3pm each day, it would help. I needed something else to help me. God was worth far more than to be lost in the shuffle of life.
While I don't have the latest iPhone - or anything remotely close to a smart phone - my cell phone (pictured here) does have an alarm feature. I may be able to ignore a pop-up on the computer screen, but it's a bit harder to ignore a mexican jumping bean in my pocket that blasts out an annoying little song.
For the past few weeks, I've found this works for me. Even when I am in a meeting, I can close my eyes and offer a prayer to God - at 3 pm. I even find it works great on weekends, even if I go hiking miles from a cell tower, let along a wifi hotspot or a computer.
My boss may ask me to drop everything and work on his project, but I owe much more to the One that dropped EVERYTHING to work on mine.

What's in your schedule?
Make the time.
It's worth it.
~ ESA


Images: Top from US Marines website, checkboxes from ncvps.org, stressed woman from the internet (source unknown), phone from Verizon Wireless website, the rest are mine.

Monday, September 3, 2012

Hurricane (Story)

Hurricane Isaac brought this story to mind, much like hurricanes in the past few years. It was originally published here, and I wanted to share it with my readers while the hurricane was still fresh in people's minds.
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One day there was a bad storm causing tremendous flooding. The whole area had been ordered to evacuate, but one man stood his ground and said, "No, I have Faith that God will save me."
All his neighbors left. 
A jeep pulled up to his house and the driver called out, "Hey, guy, it's time to leave." The National Guards pounded on his door, trying to convince him to leave.
He adamantly refused to leave, claiming, "No, I have Faith that God will save me." 
The storm got worse, the water rose, lashing at the first floor windows.
A boat came by and the woman called out above the wind and rain, "HEY! You inside, you should have left earlier, but I can still get you to safety. It's time to go."
The man stayed inside, stubbornly refusing the assistance. "No," he shouted back through a window, "I have Faith that God will save me."
The woman and boat moved on, searching for other survivors.
The waters continued to rise, eventually forcing the man up onto his roof where he clung to a chimney and prayed, "I still have faith in You, God. I know that You will save me."
A helicopter came. The people within lowered a rope asking him to climb up.
He refused. 
One of the rescuers lowered himself on another rope and tried to tie the rope around him.
He adamantly wrapped his arms around the chimney, hindering the efforts. "No," he cried between clenched teeth, "I have Faith that God will save me." 
With the storm's winds and rapidly rising water churning around his legs, the rescuer, at last, had to abandon the man to his fate and leave with the helicopter.
Soon after, the storm and the waters claimed the man on the roof -- drowning him. 
The man found himself before the pearly gates of Heaven and stood puzzled before God. "Why?" he asked. "Why? I had Faith that You would save me. Why did I drown when I had such Faith in You?" 
God looked down at the man and shook His head sadly. "I sent you a jeep, a boat and a helicopter. What more did you want?"
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There are times when we expect God will send help in ways WE want. We seem to tell God how to save us, how to help us, how to behave.
When we do that, we fail to see God working through others.
~ESA

Images: Sources unknown, though I believe helicopter shot is from Atlanta floods a few years ago.

Saturday, August 25, 2012

Bang, Bang - You're Dead

I've read, wept and prayed over the tragedy in Aurora. I've shed tears and pray each time I hear news of violence. Yesterday, the news struck closer to home, just outside the Empire State Building in New York. While I no longer live in New York and work in Manhattan, it is where my roots are.
There are many who will use this and other recent shootings as a platform for gun control. New York has the strictest gun-control laws, yet several people were shot on the street during rush hour yesterday. It has happened before in New York. I remember stepping off the commuter train at Grand Central Station and someone in the crowded mass of humanity was shot 20 feet from me, in the middle of morning rush hour.
And I still clearly remember the 5:35.
On December 7, 1993, there was a mass-shooting on the 5:35 pm train from Penn Station to Long Island. This was my regular commuter train home each night. I will not share the grizzly details of what I witnessed; the basic information is at the link.
But I know this: Guns do not kill people; people kill people. If you take away guns, there will be knives. If you take away knives, there will be box cutters and scissors. If you take away all blades... a broken glass bottle will do. I hope you see the pattern.
We fixate on the tool and never get to the root cause.
What is broken is people, and society. It is how people treat people. It is how the media fixates on horrific crimes rather than angelic acts of good will. This way, some see the horrific acts as the only way to send a message. It is often a last desperate attempt.
Is there an easy answer to fix this so there will be no more crazed killings when people are pushed too far and snap? There is no easy answer; but there is always how we treat one another and our prayers.
Following the Aurora shootings, Angelic Insights shared a beautiful post titled: Tragedy, Angels and Prayer. I encourage you to read this post, if you feel inclined, but I will share a potent part with my readers below, the prayer:
Beloved Creator,
I don’t understand. How could anyone cause so much harm?

I’ve been angry, I’ve been sad, I’ve been confused…

But I hope I would never be in that place to hate and kill so many.

Please God, help me see that it’s all a matter of degree—

Heal me, dear Lord, of all my anger, frustration, judgment,

Whatever within me is a faint echo of what would motivate a madman

To kill and injure and maim and create terror.

Heal me, dear Lord so that I can bring peace within ME to be more peace on earth,

And help me to be a healing presence to others as I heal myself.

Please send angels to comfort and heal all those in the world who are affected

In some way by what has happened,

Please send angels to help heal those who are on their way to being capable

Of such acts, so that more acts like this are averted.

I don’t claim to understand why…but I ask that you cleanse and purify and heal me…

Heal everyone who allows it—and heal our world…. Please.

Through all that is sacred and holy and within you, I give thanks. Amen.
 
~ ESA

Tuesday, August 7, 2012

Broken Pride

This past Sunday I had heat exhaustion, bordering on heat stroke. One of the first things to go is the ability to assess one's well being.
It was hot. It was humid. Temperatures were in the mid-90's F (35'C) and climbing. My husband and I agreed that it was NOT a day to walk to church. So we drove and climbed the stairs up from the parking lot.
At the top, I couldn't catch my breath, but blamed it on the high-level of humidity. Inside the air conditioned church, however, I still couldn't breathe and my head spun. My husband touched my forehead and arm, noting I was cold and clammy. But he gave me the final decision.
Usually, I am very stubborn, especially with my own health. I don't want to be a burden on anyone. I was also raised with strict lessons that one never "makes a scene." Mass was about to start; we couldn't walk out now. My pride shouted, "Soldier on!" Every moment of childhood upbringing called out, "Don't make a scene! You'll bring shame to yourself and others. This is a church; behave yourself! Just stand there and wait for Mass to end."
I wavered with indecision, but a more recent training kicked in. This is a choice between pride and allowing God and others to help me.
The decision was made as the room spun and I could barely comprehend what others around me said. I looked at my husband with eyes that clearly read, "Help me."
I was seated in a nearby back pew, then he ran out to get the car and bring it to the nearest door. I think I had lost all color as those around me were mentioning something about my face. I had stopped sweating suddenly; a bad sign, I realized in hindsight. But at that moment, I was dizzy and trying to figure out what I had done wrong. Guilt danced in my head.
Pride wanted me to stand and fit in with the rest, but it was now broken. I was following what the Spirit inside told me to do. Something is wrong; let others care for me.
The ushers noted that I didn't stand with the rest of the congregation but instead sat with my head forward on my arm. When they came over, they were concerned. I told them my husband was getting the car and they insisted on staying with me until he got back.
They thought I was keeping my head forward and focusing on breathing. The truth was I was trying to stop people from seeing my tears. People were gathering and whispering in the pews all around. Mass was continuing. My pride shrieked of my guilt! I WAS MAKING A SCENE! IN CHURCH!!!! I should be ashamed!!!!
But then, someone touched my arm asking what they could do to help. I looked up with a tear-streaked face and answered again that my husband was getting the car to take me home. But when they asked again, I smiled a wavering lopsided smile and added, "A prayer would help too."
That was it. It clicked in my mind. Getting past the pride, I was opening a way for God to help. I was opening a way for others to reach out to God. Yes, they were in church for a Sunday Mass already, but sometimes the real purpose of prayer is lost in the ritual.
I prayed too, before and after leaving church. I was thankful too. God had found a way to help break through my stubborn pride. And this time I didn't need to pass out in order to get the point across.
The choice between pride and God is always there.
Even in the midst of a personal storm. 
~ESA