Showing posts with label Hope. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Hope. Show all posts

Wednesday, June 24, 2015

Summer Solstice

While I'm on a roll, I decided to post something a bit lighter. This past Sunday night, my husband and I attended a Summer Solstice celebration held by our local Audubon group.
Please note, that is NOT a live tree in the picture, it is a pruned branch stuck in the top of the woodpile. If they were burning a live tree, I would be protesting, not joining them.
The evening started indoors with music, song, poetry and readings, mostly related to summer, nature and hope.
Then we went outside where they lit the fire. Two baskets were passed around with Juniper sprigs. One would take the sprig, say a prayer and toss it into the flames. Immediately the flames tossed it straight up as it disintegrated into bright embers, rising well above the 20-foot flames. One could literally watch prayers ascend Heavenward.
I prayed for Peace in this world, healing for friends (and myself), Love to overcome and end hate, violence to end, compassion and mercy to be as common as stars overhead on a clear night. One-by-one, I watched the prayers rise to God, and I felt with certainty that God was there... LISTENING.
There was also a bowl of rosemary. One scooped out a small handful, thought about what they would like to remember from the past, and what memories one would like to create in the future. These too, where tossed into the flames, as if to give Light to those memories.
In the recent year of pain, I did want to remember the good days. Lately, I've learned to treasure them all the more.
I also prayed that I remember God, always - every situation, every moment. God always remembers us. It is something for which I strive.
Then participants linked hands in a long chain and wove our way around the fire and each other as drummers kept the beat. Vaguely reminiscent of the old Celtic traditions, this was a celebration of life, of summer, of community, of humanity, and of our relation with each other and the Divine - regardless of how each individual perceives the Divine to be. Everyone was welcome.
I especially remember a woman who had two autistic children. She confessed she usually avoided public events, as her sons might disrupt. But here, both parents and children felt welcome. One of the children even read his favorite poem; the group listened patiently with gentle smiles on every face -- not pity, but rapt attention and empathy of what the words meant to the reader.
When flames burned low, people went back inside to an assortment of refreshments and friendly chat.
Some, like myself, wandered back outside to sit quietly and watch the glowing embers. The flames were white with tips of orange at that point. One could see the ethereal fire dancing inside the large glowing coals.
As I sat silently, I would swear God sat down right beside me on the bench. I felt such a wave of Peace and Contentment wash over me. Tears slid down my cheeks.
When we are open to that relationship, when we are still and silent, God can touch our soul: A gentle reminder that no matter the past, no matter the future... We do not walk this world alone.
~ ESA

Wednesday, November 26, 2014

Eight Days (Story)

Written last year, here is a story that starts on Thanksgiving eve, when a winter storm likewise hit the Northeastern US.

~ ESA
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EIGHT DAYS
The winds howled wordlessly outside. All the local trees had the last of their leaves torn mercilessly from the branches. Driving rain and heavy wet snow covered the northeast the day before Thanksgiving.
In the small riverside town of New Hope, PA, the residents feared the worst. The waters of the Delaware River rose alarmingly as the downpours continued. Some abandoned their holiday plans to move to higher grounds.
Up on the hill, a small Jewish synagogue prepared for both the storm and for the celebration. Wednesday night was not only the eve of Thanksgiving; it was the first night of Chanukah this year.
As the winds and blinding precipitation increased Wednesday morning, the lights around their small community were winking out, even before the full onset of daylight. Wednesday had become a dark day indeed.
The Rabbi of the local synagogue was a practical hands-on woman. She went out into the driving rain and started the generator. The lights in the little shul slowly blossomed into life again.
Shaking the rainwater from her hair as she stepped back inside, the Rabbi pulled out her cell phone, praying the reception from the cell tower would hold a while more.
"Hello?" the synagogue's Administrator answered.
The Rabbi identified herself and updated the Administrator on the situation. "The question in my mind," she added, "is how long do we have?"
"For lights, water pump, and minimal heat we have enough propane to last three days. Maybe less."
"Three days," the Rabbi signed, remembering Hurricane Sandy. "I pray this storm is not as bad."
"Will you cancel tonight's celebration?"
The Rabbi laughed at the challenge, "Of course not! This is Chanukah!"
The nor'easter continued through the day. While the winds died down in the evening, the widespread devastation in Eastern PA included their little town. Limbs were down everywhere. Power lines snaked across lawns and streets. Power was out and calls to PP&L discovered that the major trunk lines into the area were destroyed. New Hope, being a small tourist community, was nearly last on the recovery list.
The town needed to rely on its own resources for the next few days...

Being a hardy lot, the residents had weathered many snowstorms and outages before. Even if many of the roads were blocked, the residents came out on foot in droves Wednesday to assess the damage and to help each other.
By the afternoon, the Administrator had called the propane supplier in Harrisburg, PA. Then she called the Rabbi with the bad news. "With the roads into our town closed, they cannot get us anything. We were originally scheduled for a delivery Friday, but now it looks like it will be sometime next week."
The members of the synagogue helped each other to the little shul on the hill Wednesday evening, some even walking a mile or so through the last of the rain and blowing snow as the sun remained hidden behind darkened clouds.
At the end of the service, the Rabbi announced that the synagogue was ready to help any who needed a shelter. Even more, hot showers and hot meals would be provided.
The administrator approached the Rabbi with her brows drawn down in a worried scowl, "When I said three days, Rabbi, I meant heat, lights and water pump only. If we start to use the propane for hot water and cooking, we have less than a day's worth of propane! Our pipes will FREEZE! You know temps are predicted to plummet Thursday night!"
The Rabbi nodded. "That is EXACTLY why I opened the invitation. There are many in need. We should not turn them away."
The Administrator grumbled that there will be a price to pay, but the Rabbi caught her sleeve to grab her attention, "One more thing: Tell no one about the propane issue."
That night, seven families moved into the temporary shelter set up in the synagogue's community room. Hot soup, juice, coffee, tea and showers were made available. Even crayons and coloring pages were ready for the children.
The next day, the Rabbi got a call from the local Christian Church. They had fourteen families sheltering there, and their fuel tank was practically empty. "We have enough to cover Thanksgiving meals, but we'll be in the dark tonight. Can you help?" the minister asked the Rabbi.
"If we still have lights, send them up the hill," the Rabbi responded, wondering where they could get the fuel themselves. She sighed, "We will do what we can. All of us are in G-D's hands now."
The Christian Church's generator sputtered to an end around noon Thanksgiving Day. The church's volunteers served the community a hot dinner in a cooling room lit by candle light. With no generator to bring water up, they relied on portable toilets and paper plates. The kitchen pots and pans would just have to wait until there were resources to clean them.
Members of the Jewish community helped relocate the fourteen families from the church to the synagogue. An additional three families joined them as their gasoline generators died during the day. Twenty-four families crowded into the little shul's community room. Somehow, the water continued to flow, the heat, hot showers and hot food continued to be available, and the lights remained on.
The Rabbi wandered out to the generator just as the sun was making its final approach to the horizon. She rapped the propane tank with her knuckles near the bottom. It sounded sadly empty. She bowed her head in dismay. It was a matter of minutes now. There were no other shelters in the community with lights.
She wrapped her coat tightly around her as she walked back to the building. It was time to light the second candle on the Menorah.
By the morning, the Rabbi was dumbfounded; the generator continued to chug through the night. The smell of hot coffee and hot breakfast greeted her as she went through the community room, asking how everyone was doing.
She also made discrete inquires if anyone changed the tanks during the night. No one had. In fact, all were clearly unaware that there was no fuel.
She went outside and checked the tank. It was still the same tank, right down to the identifying number stamped on its side. She rapped it once again; it still sounded empty -- completely empty.
The temperature climbed from the freezing numbers through Friday. So the community got to work clearing the tree branches and shoving the dead power lines to the sides so they could travel the local roads.
Pick-up trucks ventured to the main roads into town. Some had huge swaths of limbs down as though a tornado or down draft plowed through the Deleware Water Gap's Forest. Others were washed away completely by the flash floods that ran down the steep hillsides. They were, indeed, cut off for some time to come.
The residents of New Hope took matters in stride.
As Friday evening's and Saturday's Shabbat ceremonies were held, a few new curious faces joined those in the synagogue.
While black-Friday shopping was a bust, most of Main Street was cleared by Saturday. Shop-keepers were still out of power and heat, but they used the natural light pouring in through the windows. Some even braved the elements and set out tables on the sidewalks to lure shoppers.
By Sunday, the world seemed to have forgotten their little town. PP&L still reported that they are doing their best to repair the trunk lines to get the power to their local substations. Penn-DOT reported that road clearing and repairs would begin on Monday.
Through all this time, the propane tank at the synagogue continued to supply the generator, heat, hot water and kitchen, defying all rational explanation. The Rabbi and Administrator kept this to themselves; they did not want to worry those sheltering there.
Sunday night, after lighting the fifth Menorah candle, those crowded into the little shul stared at each other as a loud reverberating noise filled the air. They gathered at windows and outside as a cacophony of roars grew in volume. Then over the mountain they saw the National Guard helicopters. With no place to land, they guided people to a location using spotlights. There they carefully lowered crates of supplies to the ground.
Food, bottled water, blankets, medical supplies... the volunteers quickly sorted through the contents in those crates. The Rabbi ran to one of the soldiers who was on the ground coordinating the supply drop. "What about propane? Any propane?"
"Sorry, ma'am," the uniformed guard shouted back over the roar of the hovering choppers. "Not this run. Maybe on the next trip. You should see the devastation. We've got towns cut off all over Pennsylvania and New Jersey. Maine, New Hampshire and Vermont have towns buried in snow."
The soldier studied the faces of the community, "Are there any evacuees? Anyone who needs medical attention outside your town?" The Rabbi shook her head, "As long as there is the insulin and the other medical supplies we asked for, we should be OK. What we really need is propane. I don't know how long we have before we get the power back."
The soldier nodded, "I'll relay your request, ma'am. It's a good thing you had full tanks when the storm hit."
The Rabbi shared a lopsided smile with the solider, and replied quietly, "The truth is we didn't; we only had enough for one day..."
Monday night, a new family showed up at the little shul. A few hisses and whispered comments were passed among those gathered when the family climbed out of the car. The mother and her two teenaged daughters were wearing hijabs.
Several members of the synagogue stormed through the Rabbi's office door. "We have a problem, Rabbi. There are those here that would rather stay at home and freeze than to shelter a Islamic family under our roof."
The Rabbi looked up from the pages she studied on the desk before her. "Are we not taught to help our neighbor?"
"But these are Muslims, Rabbi! They are not our People!"
"The Christians we brought under our roof are not Jews, yet we sheltered them."
"That is different. We have done a lot of work for our community with them. We know them. This family... is different; they are strangers. There is no mosque in New Hope! Let them go across the Delaware to find help. They are not welcome here."
The Rabbi closed the book on her desk and wordlessly met the eyes of each and every person gathered there.
Then she quietly responded, "We were strangers in Egypt. Yet Our G-D heard our cry and led us out of Egypt to Israel. This family is now crying to G-D. They are cold and hungry. When we were cold and hungry those 40 years in the desert, did G-D abandon us? No! G-D sent us food. Now we have a family whom G-D in His Wisdom has led here, with whom we can share G-D's Love and Providence."
One of the men growled through his beard, "Remember, Rabbi, you are an employee of this synagogue's counsel. If you push this upon the community, you will find yourself out of a job before the end of December!"
The Rabbi sat back, then resolve filled her heart and soul. "If that is what this synagogue community wants, then I will accept what G-D has in mind for my life." She gestured toward the propane tank visible through her window. "Do you see that tank?"
Those gathered were taken aback by the sudden change in topic. One of them inquired, "What about the tank?"
The Rabbi smiled a knowing smile. "We only had enough propane for one day."
She fell silent to let the meaning of the words sink in. That fuel had lasted for over six full days and still continued.
One of the women began to cry. One of the men hit his knees and began to pray. The others wordlessly shuffled out of the Rabbi's office and began to spread the news.
The Rabbi went outside to greet the newcomers personally, welcoming them to their little hilltop shul.
On Wednesday, Penn-DOT finally cleared one of the roads into town. The Administrator put in the call to the propane supplier; they would be there the next day.
As the final candle was lit on the Menorah that night, the generator outside sputtered and died. Those gathered in the synagogue blinked in the darkened room. Only the menorah provided light for the room, and those gathered gazed upon it in silence and wonder.
Then the lights came back on. Not from the generator; the main trunk lines into town had been restored, and the small town of New Hope, PA was back on the main grid.
The Rabbi walked toward the light switch as tears streamed down her cheeks. She snapped off the electric lights and in the soft glow of the lit Menorah, she began the ritual prayers.

Saturday, October 4, 2014

Sing God's Praise

A couple of months ago, I read in someone's email: "When it comes to martyrdom, I'm a card carrying member of Cowards Unlimited. I don't relish the idea of physical pain. The dentist is bad enough, but martyrdom is something else. Jesus warned His followers of terrible tribulation in the end times. Many Christians believe that the church will be raptured before it happens.

"Frankly, I don't believe that. I don't think the Scripture teaches it. Of course, I might be wrong. Believe me, I want to be wrong. I don't feel like hanging round and being “tribulated.” However, the fact remains, should Jesus ever require you and me to be crucified, how will we react? My prayer is that He will strengthen me to accept it as from His loving hand. I don't think there is any other way."

At which point, the following poem streamed from my fingertips whole-cloth. It is past time I shared it with my readers.

When times of trouble
Come flowing our way
Many of Faith will look
For Blessed Rapture Day
But what if, at that time
Lord Jesus asks us to stay?
There are two Witnesses
Called to stay behind
And share the Truth that
Others could not find
For many repentant hearts
Is what GOD has in mind
Before that final period
As in the words you give
Comes the time of Martyrs
Brightness shining thru a sieve
But what if during this time
Request is not to die, but live?
There are many in the world
Who suffer acute chronic pain
There is no cure, no correction
No hope being pain-free again
Tho they pray and have Faith
Their agony is still the same
 Yet, these chronic sufferers
Are also bright points of Light
They keep their eyes on GOD
Tho in agony day and night
It is through their example
They bring others some delight
For through their days of pain
Their tears are more than few
They still sing God's praises
For all they are still able to do
Not a minute or movement is
Taken for granted by them too
While some may die Martyrs
In one of many horrible ways
There are also chronic pains
For some all of their days
No matter what our life holds
May we always sing God's praise!!
~ ESA

Sunday, April 13, 2014

Planting the Seed (Story)

The early morning sun rose gloriously as two walkers strolled down a quiet New England Main Street.
As they passed a new eatery, the woman grinned mischievously when she read the name: Mustard Seed Cafe
She sipped her coffee and commented, “That sign reminds me of something. Maybe something you said once, about a seed....” 
The man laughed, white teeth showing through his beard. “And what did you take away from that one?” 
She glanced about, looking for something to inspire a witty reply. “Wasn't there a parable involved...?” 
A little bird dove to the sidewalk before them, picked at the concrete block a moment, and then fluttered away. 
“No,” she admitted with a wry grin, “The parable in mind involved seed being tossed in different places, each failing save the seed that hit fertile grown and produced hundredfold or something like that.” 
He chuckled nodding, “...something like that. So what about the mustard seed?” 
She grinned as she took another sip. “Little seed becomes big plant. Right?” 
His deep brown eyes took on a blend of challenge and mischief, “Maybe you can write a story about it?” 
She smirked, “Yeah, right.” 
He gestured expansively with his arm, “You are a writer; you were given that gift. Write a story about it. Maybe then you'd understand it better.” 
She took a good swallow of her coffee, while she wrapped her mind around the challenge, knowing there was something there that maybe DID make a good story. As the story shifted to her mental back burner, the conversation changed, covering a broad range of topics. 
Before she knew it, they arrived at the topic she needed to broach. Part of her shyly wanted to hold back and digress, but another part knew this is why she asked her companion to walk with her this morning. She really needed his advice, his guidance. She rolled the still-warm metal travel mug between her palms as she searched for the words. 
“I... I really don't know what I should be doing with my life. All these little projects get started, and then... they just seem to peeter off into nothing. I feel like I start so many things and just can't seem to finish them. What is it that I should do?” 
He draped his arm lovingly across her shoulders and smiled gently. “Plant the seeds.” 
“And then?” 
“Nurture them a little until they sprout.” 
Her hands paused as she glanced quizzically at him. “And then?” 
“Nothing.” 
“Nothing?” 
He grinned, seeing she wasn't getting it, but - with infinite patience - gave her the time to think. “Nothing.” 
She knew that look on his face, she'd seen it before. 
She walked wordlessly at his side for a spell, fingers wrapped around the warmth of the mug and her shoulders snug in his embrace. “But if I do nothing, what will happen to all I started? It would just unravel, wouldn't it?” 
“Not necessarily.” 
Again she shot him an inquiring look, raising one eyebrow in his direction. 
He laughed at her expression, but didn't say a word. 
“Well?” 
He paused and turned to face her, with a mischievous smile of his own. 
She stopped and faced him with a look that clearly read, “Tell me or stop teasing me.” 
He playfully poked the bridge of her nose and quietly replied, “That's my job.” 
The challenge in her eyes faded as comprehension dawned in her mind. 
Smiling, they resumed their walk. 
She nodded and tossed back the last of the coffee. “You're right. I really should trust you more often.” 
Companionably the two continued their stroll down a New England Main Street. Two pairs of sandals tapped quietly along the sidewalk: one pair worn below jeans and a T-shirt, and the other beneath a desert robe from a bygone age.

Thursday, February 13, 2014

Letter from Christ


This was passed on to me via email, and I wanted to share it with my readers as we celebrate Love this Valentine's Day week. :D
~ESA
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Dear Humanity, 
I miss you; I want you near me once again. 
Your LORD isn't one that enjoys punishing the wicked; your LORD doesn't like to hold his hand back and see you weep.
Your LORD wants to watch over you as a young mother bird would watch over her baby birds; I want to be called your Salvation, your Deliverer.
I want your eyes to look Heavenward and jump for joy when you hear the trumpets sound. I want you to be sure in where you stand -- not guessing.
I don't care how many tears I shed; if they end yours then I'll cry a thousand times. I've looked over your bad times and good. I've cried with you; I've even laughed by your side.
Time is running short, and I want you near me once again. I take no pleasure in punishing and leaving you behind; nor do I enjoy knowing you're in pain and I can stop it.
I've fought for you and defended you many times; when I died naked on the cross it was because I love you. 
I still love you, you are GOD'S Creation; His Spirit is within you.
Don't tremble when I draw near; instead open wide. Let me hold you and embrace you in my arms. 
I love you.
~Yeshua (a.k.a. Jesus)

Wednesday, January 1, 2014

New Year's Resolution

I made one New Year's resolution many years ago that I've been able to keep - just one.
That was to make no more New Year's resolutions.
Does that mean there is nothing about me that I intend to change?
Do I want to loose the extra weight I carry around? Do I want to become a better person?
Do I want to strive to do more to help my fellow human being in this world?
Of course I do!
I just no longer wait until one particular day each year to try to change something about myself in a positive way.
No one knows with 100% accuracy what will happen tomorrow.
We can plan, certainly. We can schedule. But none of us "KNOWS" what tomorrow will bring - or even the next hour.
So if I truly wish to make a change in myself, I have the moment right in my hands. This very moment, today!
Now.
Each day, each moment brings us a fresh new opportunity as pristine as the moment that occurred at midnight local time on New Year's Day.
Why wait until the turning of the calendar to allow myself that opportunity and let all the others slip by?

Carpe Diem
Seize the Day
Seize the Moment

~ ESA
HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Saturday, December 21, 2013

Christmas Truce of 1914 (True Story)

This story is a true Christmas Miracle that happened nearly a century ago: Christmas 1914.
It was during World War I, and there was a long trench with Germans and Austrians on one side and French and British on the other. It was cold, muddy and miserable.

While the men had been there for many months and the nights were long and lit by gunfire that continued from the daytime, something different happened...

... the night of Christmas Eve.

Sporadically at first, then widespread, over 100,000 soldiers ceased fire across the Western Front, despite orders from the commanders back home.
In some parts, the enemies had launched Christmas greetings and small gifts across the wasteland between the lines - known as "No man's land." 

Some reported that at the sound of the church bells in the night proclaiming Christmas was the mark of complete cease fire.
With no orders or any request or agreement, for over 100,000 soldiers on the front line on both sides - not a shot was fired.

Christmas carols could be heard from the trenches.
Both sides agreed to completely cease fire to allow each other to go out and retrieve their dead and wounded.

In several places, both sides put aside their differences and pooled manpower to dig graves together.


Then, across the muddy, devastated wasteland of no man's land, soldiers on both sides took up white flags and left the trenches, guns left behind. 


Hand shakes of truce were quickly followed by exchanges in food and drink, as well as alcohol and cigarettes. 

Soldiers exchanged Christmas carols with the "enemy."

Both sides remarked in letters home how the words were strange but they KNEW the melody that the other side had sung... 
 

The Germans started decorating their trenches.

Soon both sides worked together to erect a Christmas tree.


Up and down the Western Front, friendly games of soldiers showed their "enemy" pictures from home and traded souvenirs.
 Football (soccer) games were launched Christmas day, as well as boxing matches between the opposing sides of the war.

In the spirit of peace and camaraderie, a British soldier, who was a barber back home, gave German soldiers free haircuts in the open field between the lines.

In some places, a camaraderie had formed so strong across the lines that no shots were fired until after New Year's Day.

In many cases, the commanders back home, who were irate at this impromptu truce and "fraternizing with the enemy" decided upon by lowly soldiers in the trenches, had to pull all the men back from the front lines and replace them with fresh troops and strict orders to fire on the enemy.
None knew how this truce started. Research years later uncovered requests for a temporary truce from Pope Benedict XV ("at least upon the night the angels sang"), which were promptly rebuffed by commanders on both sides, as well as Peace initiatives between British women and those in Germany and Austria.
But my guess is that the true Prince of Peace walked the no man's land between the lines of the Western Front that night. No orders were given, no decisions were made ahead of time. It just happend...
Merry Christmas
Peace on Earth
~ ESA